Confusion!

Okay,

Methinks I have a few too many venues in which to post now...time to sort them out!

First, there's this new blog, which I have to admit I like the feel of...
Then there's my livejournal, which has the advantage of being what many friends use, so I can be linked to them easily.
Then there's Dale's sites (2 as well - are we both a little crazy?). I know the MSN has been having problems, so maybe we'll all go over to the camp blog...
Plus my long and crazy emails out to people that I normally do - the list is growing - do I continue with that, or hope everyone reads one of these? Or do I cross post?

For someone with my mental deficits - and I mean that honestly - I think I'm over-reaching! I have a hard enough time remembering where I put things, what's next in my schedule, etc., to keep track of all of these sites...I'm overwhelmed by choices...

My thoughts, upon which anyone can weigh in...
I'm keeping here as a focal point for camp stuff. Anything that all you NWTC'ers will understand immediately, and my other friends just never seem to get. My LJ will for the time being be for non-camp stuff, unless I think it'll be of interest to everyone in which case I may copy, paste and cross-post. But feel free to visit at any time!

I have photos and maybe mp3 clips to post somewhere where everyone can access them. And some video clips from my camera too...Dale - could you let me know where those might go? General camp I can put on either of your sites - the MSN has that nice photo album already set up. Some more specific ones, like the last day at Flip's, I'll put here.

Ta da!!! It just took thinking through step by step. If you tried to follow along and made it this far, thank you for the preserverance. It's probably not as exciting as you thought it might be though...

What else? I've had so many thoughts racing through my head again...Xander and I went swimming and out for dinner yesterday, and then on a playdate and swimming again today. Then I was exhausted and fell asleep with him at 8:00 - oops! I had the weirdest dreams. Poor Rob has barely seen me since our return - I'd better remedy that! Especially as we're running off camping next week for a full week...And then I'm off to another workshop (solo for 5 days - unprecedented!!!) right after his book launches...at which point he'll be on the road a whole bunch. I think our lives might never be the same...

anyways, I babble as always! I've been thinking a lot about intimacy, and trust and safety and how camp gives us that chance to feel safe and drop some of our inhibitions. I can't move completely out of my shyness, even now, unless the groups are small (thank you parlor ladies for extending that invite into your world!. But I'm getting there! And I more than make up for it here and in emails...I guess its also that love to hear what everyone else has to say, and don't chime in because I'm bathing in the flow of words around me.
Now dancing - there's where I cut loose. And I so appreciated the chance to do so at camp this year. I haven't been going as regularly - though I intend to change that. And it felt so very liberating and free to just let the music move through me and respond however my body chose to. I had the added treat, with Kim and Helen, and thanks completely to Anara (who is the most gracious and accommodating hostess ever - first for opening her house, then for watching Xander while I went out - so completely out of character for me!!)...anyways, we got to go and see (and for me more importantly dance to) SpaceBand - Aeden's cover band. Which was amazing - they are very, very excellent. I've danced to live music before, but something about coming straight from camp and already being more open combined with having a good friend laying down an amazing bass beat on stage let me move into a place I hadn't been before. I'm sure I made a right royal fool of myself at times, but it was a completely transcendent experience. And great fun too!

On that positive note, I'm off to bed (again).